Well, it’s the end of the day here and I need to get this of my heart. I’ve become 40 today which got me a bit depressed for the last week. 40 means that you are becoming an old man. While I still feel like in my 20′s although my body is protesting a lot more than before and doesn’t always agree with me.

The last few years life has been good to me on a personal level, my relationship is blooming, I’ve become a father and I feel more alive than ever.

Well it’s said that it becomes easier if you pass 40, the getting older, I hope they are right because currently I don’t feel 40 but I still have to tell everybody that I am and currently it s#cks.